I miss you so much I can hardly breathe but the saddest part of all is that you will never miss me
I’m not even supposed to feel this way about you after all the shit you put me through and I guess all it proves I will always be secretly waiting for you
That moment when you see his face and all the memories flood back
all the smiles and giggle all the times you were curled up in his arms and you though to yourself please don’t ever let go and the memory of the last few seconds before it was all over, the feeling you get when your heart breaks the sting in your chest the pang of overwhelming fear in you stomach when your mouth goes into an upside down crescent when your mind is racing trying to rationalize what just happened and finally when your stomach and heart drop followed my chills all over your body then the non stop tears, nothing can be said to stop it but in your heart you have so much to say and you never will run out of things to say, then you spend the rest of your life living through that time spent sometimes it goes away.. That is….. Until that moment when you see his face and all the memories come right back
